Lights and cable flickered all day long. My heart was pretty much in my chest for the brunt the day as well, especially during the moments when the wind picked up and the power would flash out. Miraculously, each time the power would flicker off, about 10 times in total, the power kept coming back on. We were holding steady and I even got my blog posts written and pre-scheduled though Sunday (almost 7 days worth).
We had breakfast, lunch and dinner all a long worrying for the worst to come. Watching the trees sway back and forth all the while. The rain really wasn’t all that heavy, but oh the winds were just awful.
Then, the power went off and didn’t come back. It was dark and silent, but again we breathed a sigh of relief, when the power returned after about five minutes. But we still knew, we were most likely on borrowed time. This was at 6:45 pm on Monday, Oct. 29th. We were finally all cleaned up from dinner and then it happened at exactly 7:10 pm, we lost power and it never did return that night. The lights went out in Georgia or should I say Seaford, Long Island!!!
We set in the dark with candlelight listening to the wind as it picked up to almost 100 mph right outside our very window. Nothing could be done and I felt truly helpless and now I knew what Dorothy must have felt like when that Twister did it’s damage in The Wizard of Oz!! Thank god though, my girls were truly unfazed and thought it was a party yelling, “We don’t have power!” I was just happy for small favors that they were too little to truly understand or be scared at this point.
But me on the other hand, was unnerved and petrified. I tried for my kids’ sake to act like it truly wasn’t a big deal. All the while, we listened to the radio, to hear any sort of updates. It felt bizarre to be honest, because the last time I actually listened to the local radio in my house, I was a teenager and would listen to pop and rock music in my bedroom to have some alone and quiet time.
The reports we heard were sounding more and more from the scenes out of a blockbuster movie though, where the world was coming to an end and Armageddon was about to occur.
Listening with our ears, but unable to actually see it with our own eyes, we heard all about the winds, the high tides that brought water onto streets, the houses that still had electricity and water rushing into them that started house fires and even trapped these folks in their homes. Every other street had downed trees and electrical wires, too.
And so this went on all through the night. I went to bed finally in the pitch black dark. My kids fell asleep hours before us, but once I fell asleep my kids of course took turns through the night crying out of disorientation, because we didn’t even have a nightlight. I finally had them sleep with a flashlight on that died as daylight returned.
Finally, it was Tuesday morning and daylight creeped back in, but still no power. We made breakfast on the stovetop by lighting the burner. We didn’t even have cell phone reception and it didn’t matter, because my charge was at 40% and declining fast. And I am the moron that never even bothered to buy a car charger, because when would I need that?
Well, off to Best Buy to hope to god to that I’d find one once the dust cleared that morning. My parents watched my kids, while Kevin and I drove with no traffic signals, with tons of trees and electrical power lines down. Finally got to Best Buy and actually found one, lone Rocket-fish I-Phone charger and purchased it by way of debit card (they only took cash or debit, no credit, while running on a generator). Drove around town looking for more batteries and flashlights to stockpile (Ace had a large glow sticks each for $8.00, yeah a real bargain–can you sense my sarcasm?), while charging the phone. And now with that I was able to see my e-mails and Facebook messages pouring in, but could not respond to them. 3G service was available for texts and calls, but Internet was spotty at best.
On a side note to that, thank you from the bottom of my heart to all those that messaged, wrote on my wall, thought of us and commented/shared my blogs that were pre-scheduled. I cannot say that enough and tell you how much I cried when I saw the outpouring of love and care for my family and I. I am truly blessed to have found a wonderful bunch of people through my online groups of writers, Mommy friends from both of my pregnancies and of course my close friends and family.
As I write this, I am still without electricity, heat and hot water, but finally have cell/internet service on my I-Phone. It might be only a small gesture, but man when I was able to send a message out to the real world, I felt like a million bucks!! We ate dinner (Chinese Food from the one lone food place open for business) by candle light, watched a video on Kevin’s laptop (he has work today and will re-charge it there) and slept by glow sticks ($1 for a package of eight at Party City) last night. Finally awoke to some sunshine on Wednesday morning (Halloween), but still no power!
Two days, almost 48 hours and still nothing (no electricity, heat or hot water). I have not showered and am sitting here wearing layers (a tank top, thermal shirt, sweat shirt and my North Face coat, too), jeans and my Uggs boots, while I type my blog hoping that I can upload this one soon. It is currently 54 degrees here, but with no heat it feels about 30 degrees with the chill in the air in my own home!!
By the way, I never realized how much I relied on technology and the Internet alone. From my writing and blogging, that I have not been able to do for fear that my computer will die and won’t be able to be re-charged. By the way, this is the first article that I wrote since the lights went out two days earlier!! To my July and November DDC (Due Date Club) friends from both of my pregnancies, as well as my writing community friends (Hubpages and Blogging friends, too) that I have not been able to communicate with, too. And even my friends and family that I have been unable to talk with, because of this, I truly have felt like I am living in a bubble. Technology seems to rule and can’t escape it for all of my daily needs, but Sandy took all of it!!
I am thankful though that we were pretty fortunate with no real property damage and no harm or injury to my immediate family. We were the lucky ones from Sandy for all intents and purposes, but have to be honest and tell you that I am not feeling particularly lucky with no power or heat. Hate to sound like Debbie Downer, but fearing that the estimate of 7-10 days with no power from LIPA could be a reality and thinking I may very well go out of my mind!! Hoping and praying that this will not be the case. If you are reading this, then I did finally get my power back and a simple and collective Hallelujah is all I have left to say here right now!! If not I may have truly gone right out of my mind!!!
Side Note: This was written on Halloween and I had now signed off to take my kids Trick-or-Treating to have some semblance of a normal holiday, while we still could (plus still needed to conserve battery charge on my laptop). Stay tuned for Halloween update and the end of the power crisis, too in the next installment. Thank you again to all that sent messages and thoughts our way again!!!
Now I just couldn’t resist, because I love this song and Reba McIntyre, too:
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Michelle Liew says
With you while you were experiencing this, and all of us here were very worried for you then. We were so happy when your brother suddenly messaged on your behalf! Thanks for sharing this, Janine. I will never again complain about the heat here.
JanineHuldie says
Michelle, you truly don't know how much I appreciated your messages and sharing of all my blogs too. I felt so helpless and terrible that I could just let you or anyone else know that we were Ok, but just without power here. Thank you truly from the bottom of my heart and happy to call you a friend 🙂 🙂
Amy says
Terrific post, Janine! It was certainly a dark and scary night here as well. The winds were terrifying – I'm not sure I have experienced anything like that before. I'm so glad you and your family are safe. We have much to be thankful for this weekend. 🙂
JanineHuldie says
Thanks Amy and so true about having a ton to be thankful for this weekend, especially after all the destruction that occurred all around us.
JanineHuldie says
Thank you Julie and seriously too many of us who unfortunately could relate and hope those who are still without power will be restored sooner rather than later!!
Bill says
An experience like that puts "living simple" in a whole new context, doesn't it? We have weathered (no pun intended) several nasty weather experiences here in Washington, and they are frightening for sure, and each time we survive one we come away understanding how important family is….because that's the only thing that is important. You and your family are safe; there is the gift! Glad you are back my friend.
JanineHuldie says
Thank you too Bill and can tell you I am never taking anything for granted again. So true about family and we have been banding together to try to take care of others in our family who are still with electricity and heat too. Happy to be back too 🙂
JanineHuldie says
Clark, thank you so very much and have to be honest just even going grocery shopping today I heard horror stories and reminded me just how truly lucky we are and to just be thankful for small favors at this point.
JanineHuldie says
Thank you Richard. I honestly would rather be hot then freezing. I don't do well with the cold, because I am small and petite frame. So when I get cold, I have a hard time warming back up. But I live for hot and humid (this is why I love summertime!!). Thanks again 🙂
JanineHuldie says
Thanks Kate, but believe me a week ago I would have said what you just said, but have to be honest my experience seems so trivial compared to what others who lost homes, cars and all their possessions lost. Losing the power was bad don't get me wrong, but seems so minor compared. I am just so very thankful right now for all I do have.
JanineHuldie says
Thanks Cari, too. I was so scared as we were going through it and can't even lie about that. I was on pins and needles all day with my heart in my throat as the day progressed and the weather deteriorated. But again I was so thankful that my kids truly didn't get it, because I was already a basket case and not sure I could have kept it together for them if I had to.
Angie says
Thank you for recording your experience. So necessary…So glad you are well and safe in the long run!
JanineHuldie says
Thank you Angie for your kind thoughts and writing about it felt at least I had a bit of normalcy through it all if that makes sense.
Melanie Chisnall says
I felt like I was reading a chapter from a book while reading this post. Incredible what you went through, and I'm so happy that you're all okay. You've truly blossomed into your writing niche and I so enjoy reading what you get up to during your days! Keep it up, and glad to have you back! 😉
JanineHuldie says
Melanie, thank you for saying that about my writing. I have been writing feverishly since this happened and just can't stop chronicling everything I see and hear at this point. My hope is that others will find me and give even the smallest of help for those truly in need. Thank you again Melanie 🙂 🙂
Cyndi says
So glad you have power back on. Hooray for glow sticks! 🙂
JanineHuldie says
Oh thanks Cyndi and so are we!! Glow sticks do truly rule lol 🙂
Stephanie Sprenger says
Wow. You are such a brave mama! You are right- we cannot grasp how dependent we are on power and technology until it is gone!
JanineHuldie says
Stephanie, I thank you for saying that, but I was truly just scared and just wanted it to be over before it practically even started. So true though about being reliant on power and technology in this day and age.
Stacy Harris says
This was a great post. I am sure it is a little bit older and I am just seeing this but I love how human it makes you sound. You had every right to be scared and worried. But I am glad to hear that your family came out of this disaster fairly lucky and a dead laptop and a car phone charger to show for it. We were thinking of you guys. And I probably would have ended up in the nut house if I had to go that long without internet or technology. I have yet to succeed long periods without facebook or my phone or my laptop! 🙂
JanineHuldie says
Thanks Stacy and can tell you my husband was making fun of me when I was seriously going through FB and internet withdrawal. By day two I had finally given into the fact that I had neither and just resigned myself to it. But it really drove me crazy even thinking about it on the day of the hurricane as the lights flickered all day long. I know I am probably crazy, but blogging and writing online truly has left me not being able to live without the internet, lol!!